#it will happen when it happens yknow
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hey queens one week update since i went off the rails
i do in fact feel better now. not entirely 100% but not as depressed as before so yknow
i really do appreciate the kind words that I received, and thank you very much they helped me a lot 💕💕💕
i am no longer putting major pressure on myself for writing and so there is no guarantee when i will next post something. it will probably happen bc i do have wips that i left like over 50% done??? but yeah no promises for them anytime soon.
#it will happen when it happens yknow#the only stuff ive been writing has been uber self indulgent#and in like. tavs ive never really mentioned on here lol#but thank you again for the kind words!!! mwah
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Your highness… I don’t feel so good
#I was literally getting the same feeling I got watching Jimmy’s empires 2 when I was watching scars stream from 2 days ago…#and then doc said THAT. full body chills. thanks#hermitcraft#hermitcraft s10#docm77#docm77 skyblock#hermitcraft skyblock#idk how to tag that man#art escapades#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#empires smp#empires s2#sheriff jimmy#tumble town#uhhhh idk what else to tag hopefully that covers it#idk… something about scar and Cleo and Joe all teasing him relentless despite the fact that he was obviously Actually upset#(‘I’m sure it’s actually fine but just. the vibes of someone who’s sick of getting messed with getting relentlessly messed with. yknow)#it makes me feel vaguely sick#again I’m sure they’re fine but idk man he sounded so mad#so naturally. whatever this is happened in my brain#I’m normal I just needed to get this out of my system <3#there’s some really interesting parallels happening here that I can’t quite put into worse#words*#so I put it into images instead… hopefully you’re getting my brain waves
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its sonics turn! 👅
#sonadow#shadow takes his job very seriously#do not test a guy who has a 20 step skincare routine#sonic is definitely a scruffy little thing who damn near never brushes himself#shadow will make sure!!! that he is left shiny and smelling like freshly ironed laundry instead of dirt#idk there is something so....cute about this that i have never thought about before and i think shadow despite being a hybrid is#much better at doing things like this and less bashful compared to sonic who is just a stinky guy by default#he would be grumpy but very nurturing. i think it would give him a sense of calm to bond like this#sonics of course a little taken aback at his enthusiasm but its a pleasantly welcome surprise from someone like shadow esp#idk what level the relation between them would have to have progressed to for sth like this to even happen but yknow#simply. when he licc. it makes my heart melt#i almost cried drawing this.....i love shadow....#almost forgot to tag#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#my art
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free my boy from his own show he did nothing wrong
#they did him soo dirty wth and no one gaf about him at aaaal jentry started to being a dick i mean yeah sure understandable but the rest#of the cast?? they didnt interact with him but judge him as if he was the worst they didnt care to know him uug the show was okay there's#just things like this i didnt like at all i belive it was a wasted opportunity to befriend michael and stella with kit they would definitely#get along i also hated the fact jentry told stella kit wasnt a human when it is something sensitive for him she just came out him and showed#no remorse and faced no consequences that felt so out of character i swear😭 AND I ALSO DISLIKE michael and jentry as partners#it feels as if they are just trying to make their childhood crush real yknow i dont fucking see any intimacy between them besides their#first interactions i mean i dont ship jentry and kit but dude their emotional intimacy is deep they even kinda share the same vision of live#anyway go watch jcvtu so i can know what the sigma happens next i swear if kit doesnt revives i swear#myart#sketch#fanart#jcvtu#jentry chau vs the underworld#kit#kit jcvtu#okay so talking a lil about my sketch mmm i used that photo for the pose because there's no way ill break my head over it and well the thing#kit has in his hands is supposedly the thread he uses for his humans cosplays#if theres anyone reading this excuse my grammar is just that idc im having fun
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The Fall of the House of Usher CARLA GUGINO | The Masque of the Red Death
#tfothou#tfothouedit#carlaguginoedit#the fall of the house of usher#netflixedit#carla gugino#shes so hot like......#shes 52 btw#you see what happens when you live your life as an unbothered sex symbol#the show is kinda peaks and valleys#like all the characters are caricatures to the point that mpst of them are insufferable#but its intentional bc...yknow#also that excludes Carla gugino and bruce greenwood....#absolutely chewing the scenery turning the party whenever theyre onscreen#id die for her#carla gugino you will always be famous#mygifs
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I like to think the reason edwin assumes monty "just enjoys ghosts" is bc he has always gotten attention from an inexplicable number of guys and always just chalked it up to people being very interested in ghosts rather than attracted to him
#I feel like he's curious and analytical-minded enough that he would assume everyone else was really interested in ghost physics and shit#bc he was too when he first became a ghost!#and maybe these people are a little more weird and intrusive about it but that's just how people are yknow#and then after port townsend it happens again and he's like oh. so that's what that was.#dead boy detectives#edwin payne
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im a child of divorce
#the bit is over when i say its over and even when its so joever for these two its not over for me!!! (once again i am on heavy copium)#anyway. thoughts behind the spoiler tags#gempearl#shiny duo#wild life smp#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#i feel like. i actually was expecting that#no but its so funny the one time the negative consequences of something does actually get acknowledged its the SL finale ‘betrayal’/j#like cmon fuck me i guess/j (BIG EMPHASIS. ON THE SLASH J. OKAY.)#but honestly though i did expect Gem to hold a grudge over the 2v1 in SL. and. its good that there are consequences???#it IS a ‘betrayal’ in Gem’s eyes. they were friends. they were murder besties for the last two sessions and then Pearl chose Scar over her#and its awesome man. [through gritted teeth] this is awesome man this will be good for character development ok ok ok. ok?#its also got something to do with Pearl having the red creep in. i think#because during SL Gem was like. nearly idolising the Scarlet Pearl persona while vaguely aware that her own reputation has a similar effect#and yknow. the horrors. the fact that their image is so heavily built on what others deem them to be and they can only play into it#but by the end of SL Gem gets ‘betrayed’ by this persona that she looked up to#and also her own ‘GeminiSlay’ intimidating image is also starting to fall apart. partly of her own will#and now shes watching Pearl slowly turn red again. and this time she knows its not good for her or Pearl#so shes distancing herself from it. shes ‘trying to fix her reputation’. she sees Pearl falling into it again and just. no. i dont love you#you betrayed me last season#but on Pearl’s end of things she’s already deep into the idea that as long as you say you ‘forgive’ someone then everything thats happened#in the past doesn’t matter and they can all be friends. and nooo absolutely no grudges will be held. no emotional repression here#so. because thats happened to her in her own team she thinks the same can happen with her and Gem#and thats so. im going to blow myself up now
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I honestly really hate the culture online about how any little slip up related to mental health will haunt you forever. Im gonna be real here and say that people still making fun of travis for the meltdown he had on stream that ONE time is in the same wheelhouse as people who share tiktoks of autistic people having meltdowns in public and laughing at them in the comments.
Like im usually the first person to say that mental illness does not negate your personal responsibility over your actions but when you continuously harass someone for having a meltdown when they have a disorder that causes meltdowns im calling bullshit on that one chief. Youre just a shitty bully.
And furthermore, thats travis's shit to deal with in private channels between the people involved, not your shit to dredge up over and over again as a complete stranger who he doesnt even know exists until you start harassing him about it years after the fact. I know social media culture has eroded the lines between private and public life but jesus christ guys, you can NOT demand that private matters like that be dragged into the public square. Youre basically demanding he stand in front of the whole school and announce hes a bad person while the other kids throw pencils at him. No wonder he wont do that, whats wrong with some of you
#travis mcelroy#mcelroys#i honestly block on sight when i see people bring that shit up#crazy thought here but i dont consider things people did years ago as anything#and thats his private shit. it just happened to get dragged out in public once. which yknow. happens sometimes#mental illnesses do not tend to wait until youre in private to show themselves#some thoughts
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#yknow what happens when i develop a fav >;3#doodles#ask to tag#shrimpo dandys world#dandys world shrimpo#dw shrimpo#dandys world#he stole that cigarette btw. nicotine doesnt do anything to the toons but eh
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i meant to put this together days ago but here’s pim gifs from the new episode let’s all pretend it still just came out lalalala
#I’m about to be so insufferable about this pitiful little thing it could make a grown man cry#anyways#think the 5th one is my favourite i Love the awkward hopeful smile he does#AND THE LAUGH AFTERWARDSSSSNDD i feel like this isn’t actually as unpopular of an opinion that im thinking it is but#i Love that face so much. yknow like when it goes sorta detailed for a second like in the second last gif. that#I love it so much. it only happened like maybe twice in s1 and now its happened 2 times in the first ep im being so fed#HES SO CUUUUTTEEJEJKORUYYFUYU THUGYGUYG#seriously i could just. go on about all of these each for like 20 minutes#ok bue#smiling friends#pim pimling
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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ok but what do you think cemeteries on coruscant are like?
#telly static#Personally I’m thinking most of em are like those car park buildings with each grave being a little metal container of ashes#packed fairly tightly#Maybe they have a little holo display you can turn on for a little while of their portraits#Do you think the containers would have patterns and colours of the person’s culture?#Higher class folks would maybe even get proper graves with some space between em#still cremated tho#idk coruscant to me is a very dense and packed and trying to save as much space as possible kind of planet#Even more so in the lower levels#What happens when it’s full? Not like they’re gonna get a new one nearby#and the upper layer ones would probably be reserved for important people yknow?#But that’s just me rambling
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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driving me a bit insane actually.
#the heart killers#firstkhao#kantbison#gmmtv#thai bl#bl drama#upcoming bl#JHGKDKJ losing it over the first 2 bc like wtf is happening#what up with the tape and the pen and also where are kants tats but all i see are arms anyway so yeah#who needs guns when you have Guns yknow#bold of fir to hit us with that shit on a late sunday evening#typing this from my early grave#goodbye
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kiss me once, kiss me twice, and, dare i say, kiss me three times
(progress posts: sketch, line art progress)
#when i started drawing this i didn’t intend to much more than maybe line art but here we are#this is the first time i tried out this kind of style for rendering so i hope it turned out ok!#i meant to have this done by the end of pride month too but life happened yknow how it is#better late than never amirite#i’m probably gonna wake up in the morning and hate this but who cares!!#kingdom hearts#kh#sora#kh sora#riku#kh riku#soriku#parker draws
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ok ok ok but i’ve thought about it and this is how i want the “she’s actually my wife” reveal to go:
next ep, he’s carrying her on his back as he walks back to where everyone is, including paramedics and the rest of the presidential staff
and as they all rush forward towards her, saeon gently hands her off to paramedics or lowers her onto the stretcher - and just as the paramedics are about to head off they ask her who they can contact (or he insists on joining her in the ambulance and they tell him only family can do that)
and this is when saeon jumps in, telling them he’s her family
that he’s her husband
and she’s his wife
and then they ride off in the ambulance leaving everyone behind in a state of absolute shock and disbelief (and relief tbh)
the end thank u for coming to my ted talk
#anyway. yes#i don’t think the reveal will happen in the next ep but one can dream yknow#when the phone rings
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